I'm falling to pieces :') Hi guys. Okay now aku nak cerita pasal life aku yang sedih. Yeah maybe takde ah sedih sangat tapi to me this story maybe would give some lesson dekat sape yang pernah been through semua ni.

Semua orang ada masalah sendiri aite? Hm, and masalah aku is pasal aku and like usual dengan org yang second important in my whole life. Siapa yang sanggup tinggalkan orang yang kita sayang mcm tu je en? Tapi its different dengan life aku ni. Aku kena tinggalkan org yang aku sayang tu untuk kebaikan dia sendiri. Dia tak perlu mintak pun takpe sebab aku sendiri yang willing nak let him  go.At first mmg susah aku nak lupakan org yang aku sayang tapi what can I do? That is the best way for him and for us. But I swear, he always be the key of all my strengthness and weakness. Dia selalu cakap yang aku ni tahan ke dgn perangai dia tu  tapi aku tak pernah anggap dia mcm tu sebab HE'S ALREADY PERFECT AND FIX IN MY HEART. Sometimes bila dia text aku, aku tak reply pun. Its not because aku dah benci dia tapi aku takut nanti sayang aku dekat dia makin bertambah and aku makin susah nak lupakan dia so takpe lah. Its okay if I'm the one who feel pain but not him. I'm not that kind of person yang selfish. Day by day, I always miss the word he used to call me which is MONYET GEMOK. Thats sweet huh? Yeah I know but after this maybe  semua tu dah takde cause he's gonna start his new life without me and I'm not gonna come back to look after him. Just take care of yourself, my love :-* I always and forever do love you! NEVER CHANGED.

Know what? Before aku tulis semua ni aku dah nangis dulu dah. Gedik en? Yeah, aku tahu. Boy yang aku ckp ken dekat atas ni mmg teramat ah aku sayang. tak tahu nak cakap macam mana. Even sometimes dekat blog dia langsung takde pasal aku, but its okay. Aku percayakan dia yang dia cakap apa yang dia tulis is not from his heart but whats is in his mind. Takpe b. I faham semua tuh. At first mmg lah sakit sangat hati bila baca semua blog tuh. cause daripada A sampai Z, dia just update pasal N and AEE. untuk aku langsung takde. Sedih macam org gila dah aku dekat sini, but I just have to be strong untuk dia sebab dia cakap dia always ada dengan aku no matter what and I believes in him. Masa aku sakit teruk haritu, dia always ada dengan aku oh. And aku asyik nangis je sebab tak tahan dengan sakit kau ni tapi luckily dia ada. And he forever always be the reason I need to be strong and reason why Im still here aite now. Dia sangat sangat caring pasal aku everytime aku tgh sakit. And one word yang buat Im still breathe aite now is 'YOU FOREVER MINE, BABY'. and yes, I 'm gonna keep that word deeply in ma heart cause at least if Im not with him anymore, I still have something to hold and keep forever! every single promise that he make, It foreber in ma heart!

Pee/Ass <---- Haa, this word dia ah yang tulis dekat status dia. Aku just copy je. Hihi, okay listen here MSBMA! Saya sayang awak okay b? Sgt sgt tau? It cant say in word how much I do love you. Maybe masa you baca pasal blog I ni, I dah offline daripada FB I. Hee, and ni semua yang I tulis bukan whats in my mind but what I keep in my heart and I paste it here. Sumpah demi Allah, aku sayang kau, beruk. Last word from me, YOU ARE FOREVER BE MINE ! Bye.
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